He Said…
July 23rd, 2004 (Current Mood: 
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He said… he had never met anyone like me before.
He said… he couldn’t help but be falling in love with me right now.
He said… he had not felt this way in at least 10 years.
He said… he was so happy to meet someone he could just talk to, that actually listens.
He said… he couldn’t get over how gorgeous my eyes are.
He said… he just wanted to stay there all night and talk with me, that he never wanted the night to end.
He said… I was a cool chick, that I had the prettiest smile, that he didn’t even know women like me existed.
He said… he wanted to take me home and talk and cuddle, but all hell would break loose if he did.
Because he lives with his girlfriend.
Yes, I knew within 5 minutes of meeting him that he lived with someone. I also didn’t expect to become so smitten as the night wore on, and neither did he. He’s in a crappy relationship right now, and I’m not about to get involved with that. He has to figure out what he wants himself. His friend and neighbour was rooting for us though, I could tell. When he said “I want to STAY here all night and talk with HER!” his friend said… “the only thing preventing you from doing that is you”. (And the fact that last call had long passed). His friend said to me… “he’s a great guy, he’s a super guy, he’s such a good guy…” every time he got the chance. Yeah. There’s just that SITUATION.
He said.. it’s okay if you want to cuddle with me, and pulled my chair closer (I was cold). I said, no, actually, it’s not okay. You LIVE WITH SOMEONE.
So the cab ride home was too short and we pulled up to their houses and he kissed me softly three times and once again said how great it was to meet me and how he wished he could just stay with me. I said, you have my number should your situation change…
He said… I may be available in a couple days, you know…
(I don’t expect I will ever hear from or see him again, but hey, it sure was a great night, and call the papers, DONNA GOT KISSED!)
Karmic energy… changing.. see? Another step closer. Maybe the NEXT one will actually be AVAILABLE! 
Donna-I am sooooooo thrilled that you met this guy-even with the circunstance that he is in, I just think you totally deserved that night of feeling what you are…awesome, fantastic, amazing, beautiful-the list goes on and on. It is just too darn bad that he is currently WITH someone..doesn’t that just break your heart in a way? Someone you connect to NOT being completely free? Never say never though…sometimes life has ways of bringing people INTO eachothers lives without there always being the right and politically correct scenario!! Who KNOWS where this will lead…but I think more just MIGHT happen